Lately, I have not posted on this blog, but today I am feeling especially irked. There are those that wish they could be the center of everyone's world and they expect you to run on their terms when they want you to. They expect utter and complete devotion and expect you to put their needs in front of yours.
Furthermore, you sometimes feel overshadowed by them. They only know who you are because of someone else they remember. Also they are the only ones that get the attention in a crowd because they purposely make it so they are the center of attention. They expect the whole world to know who they are and remember them.
I hate the feeling of being overshadowed. I feel like I need to move across the country in order to be my own person. I hate the fact that I can never just have the spotlight on me just once and for a little bit. I normally do not like the spotlight, but it would help with this feeling of being overshadowed.
I am happy that I can express myself on this blog and that is why I am using it. Self-Center people only care about themselves and no one else because no one else matters to them. I think it is funny when a self-centered person asks me why I care about the other persons feelings. Well, you should care about the people that you are around.
